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A teaser, this is. (Yoda-ish speaking tone)



Thats Liz and me trying to ravage her on the steps of Attica Too. We always do that act when we frequented that place a year or two ago...and now we are STILL doing it. But I think this picture is cute, and it's garnering quite a few comments from the circle of trust right now...who's enjoying it, who should take responsibility, blah blah blah. Haha...very cute my girls.

Just got home from gym actually. With the overpriced Nintendo DS and a Dvd and a half in front of me(that's right...I'm halfway through a Dvd from last Sunday), blogging and choosing pictures and editing the whole thing seems like the last thing I'd like to do right now.

NDS is SUPER fun! They have so many retarded and brainless games that are so fun! And there are many more retarded and fun games coming up by the end of the year!

FANTASTIC.

My birthday weekend was great. Spent with all my good friends and doing what I love....partying, drinking and eating all that junk.

I've given in to temptations far too much for the past week and a half methinks...it's totally showing on my cheeks! So full!

So I told myself to control my diet and hit the gym with more gusto from now on!

Tomorrow I'll be watching Batman!

Saw the Today papers and it gave it 4.5 out of 5 stars!

I am gonna go in to the cinema with absolutely ZERO expectations because I have NEVER EVER watched any Batman show before...unless you consider the animated on on TV 10 years ago.

An old friend from HK smsed today...

Old Friend: It's your birthday today, right? Have a great day! x
Me: No lah, it's 2 days ago on the 14th! But thanks anyway.
Old Friend: Ha! Sorry. Ok i will remember for next year!

-_-" #&&#@*&##*

So more on the birthday weekend soon!

I'll go play my DS lite now. Teeheeeheee.

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.

You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.

Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Damn, I'm getting old.

Saw a corset @ La Senza today and haven't stopped thinking about it ever since!

Hmm, it's the PERFECT length for me(cos I like it abit longer so it can cover my stomach), the PERFECT fit(I always believe in TRYING corsets on because the tighter it is, the harder to gauge online), the PERFECT design(plain...I like it plain)...

Hmm...maybe I will...

Gosh so many things I want, and I can't wait to get them all!

That and another dress that I saw at Bebe the other day....should I pamper myself cos I owe it to myself and my birthday is just around the corner...

Speaking of the day around the corner...I've been having weird thoughts and behaving abit out the norm lately(like thinking that I am still very young and starting to party like a crazy girl again, but the body can't really take it). Is that what they call quarterlife crisis? Or maybe it's just denial.

Anyway more on that another time, especially after Ruozhi posts the pics up on FB and I can have some pictures to entertain while I write my boring entry.

Oh gonna wave to a girl that came up to me at the MRT(sorry darling that I look blur...I haven't even had my morning coffee yet!). Her name is vee or something, I'm sorry if I got it wrong. Anyway...I think it's really sweet and cool and BRAVE that someone actually comes up to me to tell me that they read/enjoy my blog. Hahah, once I had a blogger(quite a famous one and a model) right smack in my face(my colleague's girlfren) and I didn't have the guts to say hi. Hahaha...

Omg, it's not really a 5 second rant isn't it.

Nights first, and more updates later.

For Words.

I am officially having a mental block.

Hmmm...

Nothing....

To...

Write...

SNACKING!

Methinks last friday's 2packa twisties @ the KungFu Panda movie is now showing on my face.

Did you use your own digital camera to take your own passport picture or you went to the professionals?

Decisions decisions....

Help!

*****************

Yay I managed to find a picture of me(taken like a few years back), for my resumes and stuff, and manage to resize it to the 400px by width(ridiculously big) that the Apples(online passport application thingy) "PREFFERED".

Luckily it was a good quality picture taken, with the high megapixel, the resizing didn't make my face pixelated like Ruozhi's skin(she did pixel with the skin doctor mauhahah).

So I don have to go to the studio to have my pic taken, nor do I have to take my own pics and then photoshop it! So mafan!

Yay!

Thanks for your comments though! Was contemplating doing the DYI thing first...but oh wells, I found an old pic so it's all solved!!!!!!

Me still so excited about SATC!

Who cares about the bad reviews of SATC?

Who cares about how the storyline is so predictable or what say you?

I just absolutely love seeing the 4 girlfrenz sippin' their martinis in a bar, spending their saturdays at some fashion show and talking about sex out loud whilst Charlotte gives that disapproving face when Samantha Jones says something crude. Haha.

And Charlotte seems to be confused and likes to give her dogs complicated names and her humans(babies essentially) very simple names!

Her dog was Elizabeth Taylor, weird name for a dog but it sorta shows her sophistication. Her kids are called Lily and Rose. Like so simple! She's the one MAD for children isn't she? -_-" You get what I mean?

Yay! Gonna buy the dvd to keep!

Wish I could blog more about my weekends, but work has been such a bitch! I work till like 8ish 9ish lately and squeezing a movie was really a treat for me. Can't wait for the week to be OVER.

O-V-E-R!

ARGH.

When will this work mayhem ever end???

Oh gotta wave to Pauline cos she just told me yesterday that she just started reading my blog and is now a FAN!

Yeah!

Oh and she added that its mainly because she has too much free time on her hands.

-_-"

Enough is enough!

I have received countless numbers of emails asking me to help them with their millions of dollars because they have some problems.

What did I do?

Absolutely nothing!

But I'm glad someone did!

An Excerpt:

Wow! A kind lady wants my help and trusts me to transfer US$12.5 million into my account! Why should I not respond to this SOS message? Here’s my reply:


Hi Miss Kamara,

It's my pleasure to receive your request for help and I would very much like to assist you.
Please refer to the below for my contact info:

New Phoenix Park
28 Irrawaddy Road
Singapore 329560

Tel: (+65) 6353 0000

Alternatively, please continue to email me to see how I can help you. Thank you.

Regards,
Me

I had to write in a ‘solemn’ manner so I sound serious enough. But guess what? The address and contact details belongs to the Singapore Police Headquarters!

Then the person replied, and blah blah blah blah blah.

I am actually surprised that Jay really actually replied the email and entertain the person for awhile. Hahah!

Damn cute.

Read more here!

Real life story that touches our souls..


抢救人员发现她的时候，她已经死了，是被垮塌下来的房子压死的，透过那一堆废
墟的的间隙可以看到她死亡的姿势，
When rescuers found her, she was already dead, crushed by the collapsed
house. Through gaps in the rubbles, they could see her posture.

双膝跪着，整个上身向前匍匐着，双手扶着地支撑着身体，有些象古人行跪拜
礼，只是身体被压的变形了，看上去有些诡异。
Kneeling on both knees, her entire upper body bent forward, held up by
her two hands pressed against the ground, as if performing the ceremonial
bow in an ancient ritual. Except, her body had been compressed out of
shape and looked somewhat eerie.

救援人员从废墟的空隙伸手进去确认了她已经死亡，又在冲着废墟喊了几声，用撬
棍在在砖头上敲了几下，里面没有任何回应。
A rescuer extended his hand through a gap and confirmed her death. He
called out to her, and tapped on the bricks with his shaft, but received
no response.

当人群走到下一个建筑物的时候，救援队长忽然往回跑，边跑变喊'快过来'。他又
来到她的尸体前，费力的把手伸进女人的身子底下摸索，
As the team walked toward next building, the squad leader suddenly turned
back, yelling as he ran, 'Come quick!' He came to her remain, labored to
maneuver his hand under her body, searching.

他摸了几下高声的喊'有人，有个孩子 ，还活着'。
He called out following some rummaging, 'There's someone, a child, still
alive.'


经过一番努力，人们小心的把挡着她的废墟清理开，在她的身体下面躺着她的孩
子，包在一个红色带黄花的小被子里，大概有3、4个月大， With some effort,
rescuers carefully removed the debris burying her, found her child lying
beneath her, bundled in a little red blanket decorated with yellow flower
prints. He was about 3-4 months old.

因为母亲身体庇护着，他毫发未伤，抱出来的时候，他还安静的睡着，他熟睡的脸
让所有在场的人感到很温暖。
Shielded by his mother's body , he was totally unharmed, sleeping
peacefully as he was brought out. His soundly asleep face warmed the
hearts of all rescuers on the scene.

　 随行的医生过来解开被子准备做些检查，发现有一部手机塞在被子里，医生下意
识的看了下手机屏幕，发现屏幕上是一条已经写好的短信
As the rescue team's doctor unbundled the blanket to examine the baby, he
discovered a mobile phone tucked into the blanket. He subconsciously
looked at the display, found there was a SMS message.


'亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你'，看惯了生离死别的医生却在这
一刻落泪了，手机传递着，每个看到短信的人都落泪了。
'My Dear Baby, If you were to stay alive, you must remember that I love
you.' No stranger to the pain and sorrow brought by death, the doctor
nonetheless wept at this moment. The cell phone was passed around, every
person who read the message wept.

I don't know if this is really true, but I know that it is possible.